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tell me
i sadih larhs,
wht do you feel when th boy you loved always 'lol' in msg ?
i fell fcuking sad siax.
i'm leaving for camp but he doesnt have any feelings like tht .
sometimes i feel does he even miss me ?



* BABY sometimes i just feel this,
its ohkayes if you tell me now thts you loved another girl.
i don't mind you loved another girl .
but as longg as you happy with her .
i surrender to th fate , you happy dgn her ,
i pun happy, but deeply in my heart .
i felt sad, i hide my tears, i don't mind being sad alone .
i just don't want to see you sad. i loved you ) :
finallys i realised i loved you alots , & my love for you
is so deep thts i didnt even realised.
all i know is i love you , i want to be with you.
what others have , i couldnt have it .
aku sadih , awak faham ?
i want to be like we used to , but im so afraid everythinggs is just a shortwhiles.
i dare not to be happy , because im afraid you understand ?
i afraid you'll change your mind.
thts time i ask you, why among all girls
im th only girl who cant contact you ?
why ?
you reply me saying : ' because i chose this way ) : '
aft this alots question popped out from my minds :
- then one day will you chose to let go everything ?
- then will you one day chose to forget abt me ?
- then one day you'll just treat me as strangers ?
- then one day you'll break your promised ?


you gave me a very unsure promised .
its not i trust you its i've my reasons ) :

** th more i trust you , th more im ven afraid .
th more i miss you, th more you wont be there .
th more i hope , th more it breaks ) :


i loved you babay , i ant let go because i still love you.
when i say i loved you , it means i loved you more than ever.
i reallys so jealous to know thts wht other girls around you could have but not me ) :
i don't want any girls around you to scared of me .
but i want you back tht simple.
you told me soon we'll be back .
i believe and i wait .
but don't lie to me again ) :
cause i say i trust you , i put everything of mine entirely on you ♥