TH LADY-
im SEESIAA,
Gets 1 year older on 19sep, im single mingle but unavailable ( :
gets aroung with th flow of the EARTH !
to contact me or wan know abt me
add me * shes_seesiaa@live.com ( :
how i wish i've freedom like anyone does, how i wished there's no law. If there isn't any law for marriage i would want to get married with th boy i loved so much , i don't want shared him with others. yeahs, i been controlling myself not to be jealous anymore, but does anybody including him know thts i loved him ? yeahs , other girl mayb loving him too but i did so much to it . Its so great till i don't know how to describe, so jealous knowing he's happy hanging around with all th females friends. how i wished i was asked to join them, how i wished i was able to join them, how i wish i can have anythingg i want to . i jealous because i do loved you , & its even more than ever. tired of being alone , tired of knowing so many girls loved you, before being with you , i know all this things will gonna happen, when i started being with you , i alreadys knew thts you gonna attract alots of girls, you belong to me . i reallys so tired of hiding my feelings, i been very strong, you know wht is th most painful cuts ? its th part tht you break our promises & chose to left me. everybody have second chance but i don't . i don't blame you, i blame myself for allowing you to escape from my hands. It hurts alots, i don't want any better guys, i told you before , you're th only boy i loved. i very afraid everythings was a lie.
* im so sick todays, my brain cells are almost burned off. having high fever, arghhs baby i need your concern ) : ♥
Monday, September 13, 2010, 12:12 AM